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We humans are funny creatures...
we often think that when we make a huge change that our lives will forever be different and that the world will be perfect-our habits will change and it will be great. When I came here I found myself strangely being able to wake up earlier than normal and move quicker than normal-of course I'm terrible because I hit the snooze at least 2 or 3 times before getting up. This is an awful habit, and one that has been causing me to have too many close calls in the morning. For the longest time I could sense myself just going through the day with SO much energy and just going on the energy of the city. Now I'm finding myself strangely going back to not wanting to get out of bed like I always have and realizing that I'm TOTALLY not a morning person. I think the world would be a much better place to be if we all could start our days after noon. In college I used to hate getting up in the mornings...I would lay in bed and just set the alarm for 10 more minutes, which would feel like 3 hours-or occassionally I would have a mental health day and stay home and just sleep in and then watch tv and relax. Every day this week no matter how early I go to bed and make sure I get at least 8 hours of sleep I still find myself just wanting to lay in bed longer. Perhaps this is the inner midwestern in me that will never go away, who knows. It's irritating and I'm the only one who can stop it. This morning I think I hit snooze at least 6 times before actually getting up and jumping in the shower. The sun hasn't been shining here and now we're supposed to get some of this winter storm which should add a nice mix-and the snow is so pretty here. But it's hillarious to me that I still feel like I'm in college sometimes when I wake up in the mornings and just want to stay in bed-but alas I remember that I have a real job to go to and a sold out show that an audience has paid good money to see....and this puts so much into perspective. Things are rolling along well though...I'm anxious to see some of my family this weekend and then next weekend after the show closes to go home for a week and just do nothing for a while. The winter will awaken new things....I'm anxiously awaiting.
XO
justin