addiction is not a friendly thing.
Realizations that change is necessary-
deep inner strength. Important. I can do this-I know it.
Breathe deep breaths
drink water
breath
breath
look at today-not tomorrow or 5 years from now.
Today-
the power of now--IMPORTANT.
This is hard
but will pass.
The urge to put toxins in my body will be gone.
Soon.
I can still enjoy those situations with friends
hanging out
long trips
all these are possible.
Habit is hard to break.
Onward and upward.
As Kim has said before...
some things are just not good for people
and some of us have problems with moderation.
I made apple pie last night.
This was a test b4 I make it tomorrow in Rochester.
I'm nervous but excited.
Almost a year--seriously?
Going on 11 months...
every evening I still get butterflies when we crawl into bed together
kissing that part of his chin just before his lip
always makes me smile.
I wish I had his moderation discipline in life.
Perhaps when I get older. We'll see.
For now the journey continues.
Happy Thanksgiving everyone.
Off to Rochester late tonight.
Be back sometime Friday evening/early Saturday.
Then it's officially Christmas in the city. Ahhhh!
:)
XOXOOX
Justin