Finally...some clarity

Craziness in the previous few weeks
the present-craziness.
All too present loss is looming around us right now.
Must look and move forward.
For me a moment of clarity
truth
definition
logic
God?
yes.
A peaceful answer to questions
mysterious and clear answers.
More vocalizing
more committment to art
more committment to music
what I've failed to do in the past-
now my yes must mean yes
and my no must be as equal as my strong yes-
nothing in between.
old thought patterns
old voices
old habits
finally must be broken
must be taken away.
nothing is a quick fix-
it's the process.
STOP worrying where you're going...
MOVE ON
if you could know where you're going--YOU'VE GONE...
the point of knowing would be?
change has been rapidly accelerating
everywhere.
I couldn't deal
couldn't cope.
My tools were not sharpened...
my weapons were not strong enough.
taking precious care to be
to be what I am
to nuture that...
to nuture connections
mind
body
soul.
For a brief moment-
bliss in clarity
tomorrow?
a journey begins...
say a prayer
continuing to be patient and listen
it really works.
For now...one of the most amazing songs: